hees im dreamin of eating

>SWENSENS CHICKEN BAKED RICE

>HAAGEN DAZ FUN WITH FONDUE

>MEIJI WHITE MACADAMIA CHOCOLATE

>BILLY BOMBERS CHOCOLATE MILKSHAKE AND VANILLA ICE CREAM BROWNIE

>MARCHE CALAMARI RINGS

NOW NOW NOW!

hahas im hungry!

I REALLY REALLY WANNA TURN BACK TIME!PLEASE WOULD SOMEONE INVENT THT!?!THEN ALL THAT HAD HAPPENED WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED!ALL THAT I HAD DONE!ALL THAT I HAD SAID!EVERYTHING!EVERYTHING!I FEEL STRESSED!

I REALLY REALLY WANNA TURN BACK TIME!

if only i could..

haiz supposedly suppose to be studying now but i can't hahas so i decided to blog hahas..oh wells havent been slping well for the past few days!all because of the stupid show "the cave" you know tht movie?hahas now i got nightmares!hahas really lor!this is the only movie i get scared while watching!hahas i dunno!hahas ahh shouldnt have watched it!now got nightmares!oh man!oh wells dun wanna talk about it!hahas well the hols okay okay for me lorr..hahas nothing special.not really like a hol..so fast!hahas didnt do much stuffs hahas mon go sch tuesday go sentosa wednesday do pw(it was kinda fun hahas)thurs and friday go sherlyn's house(ooOOOoo devan can walk and he's jus sooooo cute!!!!!his lil butt shaking here and there when he walk!hahas so cute!oh man!hahas) yupps that's bout all..so boring!hahas..oh wells now have to complete up my hw!hahas but like got nothing..i havent done anything but there's like nothing to do..oh wells have or dun have i dun do so doesnt make much of a diff hahas..i'm bored!hahas nothing to do!hahas kinda good sch opening tml!hahas at least got smtg to do..but also dun like oh wells hahas..

it's 6.53 in the morning now..
i havent slept yet
hahas i just finish playing monopoly with trisha and sherlyn
and i won!hahas
oh wells..

haiz nothing to do so decided to blog..hmm today had netball carnival!hmms well we didnt do too well..sign..woke up at 630 i overslept!hahas i was tired and kinda sick whats..then later i thought i would be late but not yet..so many pple havent come yet hahas..then later reached boon lay mrt we sat in mrs ang's car to the place..hmm our first match was with plmgs and we won 3-10.then the next was with beatty!we tied 3-3!oh man!we did so damn badly during this round lor!i'm really disappointed in myself!it's like maybe it's partly cos of the rain or what..or maybe we were over confident and thought that beatty was really lousy so we slacked?aiyoh anw it was really wasted!then later we played with hss!they won us like 3-7?yea..we were kinda dampen but we still were determined to win the last match!hahas it was against tkgs!at first we were thinking we couldnt win cos it's like tkgs won all the other sch including hss which we lost quite badly to but in the end we won them!hahas 5-4!it was like so close!but in the end we still didnt get in the second round!sign..cos it's like hss and tkgs won 3 and lost only 1 but we won 2 tied 1 and lost 1!aiyah!if only we hadnt tied to beatty we could have got to the next round!we shld have won beatty!aiyah im damn sad and disappointed in myself!but it's like even if we had won beatty we still won get in cos we lost hss..and hss total scored goals was 38 but ours 31..but stil we could have tried better!oh man!but the ironic thing is that we won tkgs which won all the others!and we tied with beatty who lost all the other!aiyah!we shld have jus put in more effort in the beatty game!and scored more goals!then MAYBE we could have got in!oh wells..there's no point broading over it le cos what's done is done..but still!oh man!i jus regret it..oh wells jus wanna wish the snrs who are playing tml all the best and gd luck!((=..hmms yea later me xuening jessie salad stayed back awhile then later we went to jp haha ate at billy bombers then later me and salad for fun went to walk ard try some clothes hahhas then we found this weird top hahas like dunno what also hahas..oh wells then later went back home by mrt with salad..haiz im really tired now..anw even though we lost i guesss we jus gotta look at things from another perspertive!it aint that bad afterall we can treat this as an experience furthermoer this is our first carnival playin so yea we jus gotta try harder next time and learn from our mistakes hahas and even if we didnt win it's alrites cos we did our best..hahas a positive outlook will make you a much happier person!so SMILE!((((=

hahas alrites fine i'll blog since so many pple keep askin me too..

sunday

hahas well it was yiting birthday so we went out..hmm about 10 of us..had lunch then later we went to the arcade play a while hahas rather fun!then later we went to watch the movie!hahas the maid!hahas was not that scary!hahas xuening did some disgusteing stuffs!hahas shan't say it..haha they all soo scared!like yao ku like tht..yupps then later we went to take neoprints..took about 3..but all so tiny!hahas so many of us what's..then when we finish about 6+ le so we went back home..that's bout all..

monday

hmmms cant really rmb!hahas stm..oh wells next day thens..

tuesday

hmm did nothing much..oh ya i rmb..after sch went to giant imm with jac michelle chia and salad hahas cos they needed to shop for teachers day stuff for the party..haha when we reach they we ate at ljs..then later we when giant to buy the stuffs hahas super funny!and kinda embarressing..after that bout 5 we cab back to sch cos got lotsa things to carry then very heavy..oh wells tht's bout all..

wednesday

hmmms had teachers day celebration...met cheryl and tiff at clementi macs for breakfast later we went to sch hahas..hmm well the teachers day program was kinda boring..nothing much one..only like 3 items?the rest of the time was boringly spent watching pple receive the teachers day things..boring!hahas sit to my leg cramp!after tht was suppose to go for class party then i went but so late alr then miss shamsiah havent come so i had to go..later went with tiff they all go orchard shop for jiayi's present..yupps..that's bout all..

thursday

went to orchard cos jiayi's birthday..at first i was quite reluctant to go then later okay lar..we ate lunch at ljs then later go take neoprints then later wen to watch movie..perfect catch..it was okay..later we went to swensens cos eat birthday cake..haha the cake was nice!((=ice cream cake whats!yupps..then later we went walk walk ard then later we decided to have dinner at marche..yupps.. that's bout all..

friday

hmms nothing much happen today got back our report bk..did qutie badly..compare to the previous terms..all because of my stupid history and chi lor!im goin to amjke a pettion for history!hahaha..after sch suppose to have training then later cancelled cos raining..so me cheryl tiff and mel went to queensway macs..eat eat eat and talk..hahas so funny..yupps then later went back home..that's bout it..cya then!((=

sian decided to blog since not been doin it for a long time hahas..

monday

hmm cant really rmb..hahas oh man i really cant rmb!oh wells..

tuesday

hah now i rmb we had to stay back after sch for the banner hahas..so fun kinda at least hahas but i realise tht it's kinda crappy?hahas i dunno..yea stay backed for quite long to do it until 6 smtg?yea then later went to dover with jasmine eat eat..yea that's bout all..

wednesday

well nothing much..hmm during pe played frisbee!hahas so fun!but i fell down again!as usual!5th times fallig down on the same scar then peel then got blood again.. after sch had training rather early!hahas 230 which is jus finihs sch then faster go for training!no choice cos later yeeleen gotta train the b div..yea then i so clumsy!hahas keeps falling!we had to do this warm up..piggy back and wheelbarrel!hahas oh man i piggy back xuening then actually okay then i kk go and run then later pop fall down!hahas i fall on the same scar for the 6th time!then later when we did wheel barrel was quite fun but the floor was SUPER hot!!hahas so quite used alr hahas..yea then later doin ball drill then xuening threw the ball on my nose by accident then my nose started bleeding..hahas i think it's because of the weather too haha it ws freaking hot!hmm guess cos it was still early in the afternoon?yea..then later trainig ended i was kinda piss and angry..haiz long story..yea then later went dover with tiff they all..yups then home sweet home!

thursday

oh man had chineses test today!super duper tough!hahas i think everyone died man!not enough time and super hard!i'm soo goin to fail i bet!hahas but who cares hahas i gotten used to it le i think im so goin to deprove and do badly this term!hahas but as the sayin goes even the best fall down somehow hahas yea..later had history!and we changed teacher AGAIN i think for like the tenth time?hahas that's it lar my history SURE fail this time round hahas..haha but now the teacher not a tan anymore instead it's some kind of a snortgrass?hahas i think i dunno!yea later had compre test..oh man i realise we've been having soo many test nowadays!hahas and i suddenly realise that next week is the nineth week le!oh mans it's like so FAST? i expected it to be the 4th or 5th..yea then had lifeskills hahas my grps gonna do a song for the pw!hahas CIRCLE OF FRIENDS!yea oh and melissa lost her wallet!oh and we are suppose to do some teachers day thingy and pei wen is offering me $10 to plan it all!hahas well i have professional party plainnnig skills you see..hahas jus kiddin anw she's really offering me $10 lor hahas so silly!hmms yea after sch had traniing again we started traning only like 4 cos it was raining..yea so the ground was WET! haha but we still did the wheel barrel and piggy back for warm up lor!hahas then my pants so wet!hahas..training was kinda fun today i guesS?haha we are all crazy and retarded pple!hahas yea..traniing ended about 6 smtg..later i called my mum to fetch me hahas since i dun need to go home with fenny hahas so tired lor!yea..hmm alrites i guess i wrote ALOT alr!alrites gtg slp now!nites!!((=

sian decided to blog since not been doin it for a long time hahas..

monday

hmm cant really rmb..hahas oh man i really cant rmb!oh wells..

tuesday

hah now i rmb we had to stay back after sch for the banner hahas..so fun kinda at least hahas but i realise tht it's kinda crappy?hahas i dunno..yea stay backed for quite long to do it until 6 smtg?yea then later went to dover with jasmine eat eat..yea that's bout all..

wednesday

well nothing much..hmm during pe played frisbee!hahas so fun!but i fell down again!as usual!5th times fallig down on the same scar then peel then got blood again.. after sch had training rather early!hahas 230 which is jus finihs sch then faster go for training!no choice cos later yeeleen gotta train the b div..yea then i so clumsy!hahas keeps falling!we had to do this warm up..piggy back and wheelbarrel!hahas oh man i piggy back xuening then actually okay then i kk go and run then later pop fall down!hahas i fall on the same scar for the 6th time!then later when we did wheel barrel was quite fun but the floor was SUPER hot!!hahas so quite used alr hahas..yea then later doin ball drill then xuening threw the ball on my nose by accident then my nose started bleeding..hahas i think it's because of the weather too haha it ws freaking hot!hmm guess cos it was still early in the afternoon?yea..then later trainig ended i was kinda piss and angry..haiz long story..yea then later went dover with tiff they all..yups then home sweet home!

thursday

oh man had chineses test today!super duper tough!hahas i think everyone died man!not enough time and super hard!i'm soo goin to fail i bet!hahas but who cares hahas i gotten used to it le i think im so goin to deprove and do badly this term!hahas but as the sayin goes even the best fall down somehow hahas yea..later had history!and we changed teacher AGAIN i think for like the tenth time?hahas that's it lar my history SURE fail this time round hahas..haha but now the teacher not a tan anymore instead it's some kind of a snortgrass?hahas i think i dunno!yea later had compre test..oh man i realise we've been having soo many test nowadays!hahas and i suddenly realise that next week is the nineth week le!oh mans it's like so FAST? i expected it to be the 4th or 5th..yea then had lifeskills hahas my grps gonna do a song for the pw!hahas CIRCLE OF FRIENDS!yea oh and melissa lost her wallet!oh and we are suppose to do some teachers day thingy and pei wen is offering me $10 to plan it all!hahas well i have professional party plainnnig skills you see..hahas jus kiddin anw she's really offering me $10 lor hahas so silly!hmms yea after sch had traniing again we started traning only like 4 cos it was raining..yea so the ground was WET! haha but we still did the wheel barrel and piggy back for warm up lor!hahas then my pants so wet!hahas..training was kinda fun today i guesS?haha we are all crazy and retarded pple!hahas yea..traniing ended about 6 smtg..later i called my mum to fetch me hahas since i dun need to go home with fenny hahas so tired lor!yea..hmm alrites i guess i wrote ALOT alr!alrites gtg slp now!nites!!((=

is it jus me?or is it them?why must they jus shot off their mouths without thinking how i or others will feel?or is it jus me?i dunno!i jus know that evrything screwed up!i jus feel so sad and hurt!why doesnt pple trust me?why cant pple understand?well of course there are pple i can turn!but are they true?do they really understand?im burning inside here i really am!someone help me!well no one understands!at least they dun understand even if tehy think they do..i jus feel so hurt and sad i dun wanna say anymore....

IT IS LOVING NOT BEING LOVE THAT LIFE HAS IT FULLEST EXPRESSION

hmm did nothing much this week..

tuesday

cant really rmb..had some kind of literature course?hahas on macbeth!hahas i love tht story!hahas well it was kinda fun nothing much..

wednesday

hahas had training today!haha had 2.4!my timing was 10.50!hahahas but i think it's wrong lorr!hahas anws was kinda tiring?haha i dunno forgot!how am i suppose to rmb smtg which happened 2 days ago?hahas

thursday

founders day today!hahas..went to sch normal time..finished about 930 then i went benita house with weixin til duno what time..then later i emt cheryl they all at the bus stop..later we went to jurong east to eat.then i went to cheryl's house with fenny!hahas i kinda messied up her room?hahas no really lor..anws yea did nothing much there..hahas much walk alot to go her house!hahas okay maybe not alot but still quite a distance!hahas yupps..

friday

hahas usually friday is a slack day cos we dun really have many periods hahas jus lit, history, eng, maths!hahas so short then got 2 free periods..hahas yupps after sch today had a friendly with rv!hahas we lost though.but not by much!hahas only 2!13-15 hahaswasted!hahas anw we'll try harder next time hahas..yupps that's bout all..didnt really do much..cya!((=

haiz decided to post for fun..alrite let me talk about sat..will had the llc thing hahas very pple i realise hahas it's was raining!but only in the early afternoon but the rain was heavy k!hahas then later left about 4..wells tht about all i guess?yea sunday i did nothing slack at home till bout 6 smtg then i went to sakae to have dinner hahas yupps that's about all..hmms nothing much happened today hahas except that i went ard keep saying confucius say you go to jail bad boy!the whole day hahas then i lost my money hahas if fact not mine the class!hahas all because of nicolette lar!she stupid girl!then i say i hate confucius now hahas.cos me to lost the money..hahas anw history lesson we change teacher again!man at the rate we are going i can fail my history!in fact im already failing it!aiyoh but it's like the 5th week and still no teacher?anws i was playing in class haha walk ard here and there disturb pple blah blah blah hahas..well after sch got training hahas oh man from this day onwards im goin to run after every training!hahas i'll start with 15 rounds the netball court then on and on till bout 30 smtg?hahas shenghui said the my fitness level very low lorr!hahas so i must train and train and practice!hahas..yupps that about it cya!

hmm i felt quite sad this week dun really know why too..anw been really tired and busy haha..oh i went sherlyn's house yesterday and devan gave me a surprise!hahas he walked to me!and he's jus sooo cute and adorable!hahas he would jus hurrily run to me hahas..oh and he's turining 1 soon!hahas 9 august!hahas anw we had debate in class today for lifeskills haha i like debating!hahas it's kinda fun the only time i can talk loudly and pple APPRECIATE it!hahas i even get praise for it hahas..see a loud voice does pay off hahas k..anw we had training later hahas actually not suppose to have but then we soo good do training ourselves hahas jus kiddin..anw im just soo clumsy!i keep falling down!the first time i fall down was okay cos i feel on my butt then wasnt really pain then the next time i fell backwards then hit my head!soo pain lorr!i almost have concussion but spider is jus so nice she bought a packet of nice for me to put on my head but got told off by dunno which idiots who scold her for slackin..walau she's was jus being nice and help me geet ice lorr!thanks darling!(:dun care what they say okay?as long as you kow what you did was rite why shld you care?..hahas anw after training ended stupid nicolette they all go and wet me!hahas push me in the shower then wet!hahas im soo goin to get back at them.especially JULIA and QILIN! haha stupid girls!soo stinky and wet i was lorr hahas..anw im not sure whether we going to have a friendly cos yeeleen said tht maybe on monday we have with crescent!hahas i wan to go to sherlyn's sch!hahas..then maybe on friday with rv..hahas but im not really sure too so will see how..anw after training me fenny and nic went to macs for dinner..hahas we're all jokers.hah nic is joker 1,i'm joker 2 and fenny is joker 3 and together we are jokers!hahas k lame..anw later we were going home that time we saw our bus comin but we were like behind the traffic light then the bus was also behind the traffic light so we had to run in order to get it hahas!then we quickly run hahas but i still miss my 195 but nvm cos i took 33 with them hahas we're crazy..later pple see and complain 3 fairsians were running across the road hahas..k now im home alrite wrote quite long alr so i think i'll stop..cya!((=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!!!=))))

hahas so many tests this week!6 hahas this the seasons of tests!every day confirmed got 1 one!like yesterday had maths(killer i tell you), hahas then today had english(rather easy), tml got sci!hahas confirmed die!i dont understand a shit!lols!anw i dun really bother hahas..today went to orchard to start hunting for tiff birthday present hahas..secret!tiff dun try peeping hahas..anw got home rather late kinda tired hahas opps i gtg study my sci alr hahas like real..i try!hahas alrites then cya!((:

boos!hahas in sherlyn's house AGAIN! hahas my weekend home! hahas jus tht at home soooo boring ! nothing to do one!hahas then my siblings also keep irritating me at home ! woots harry potter 6 came out today!and some of my frens go gaga over it!hahas they finish readin it alr lor!hahas in like 2 hours? 600+ pages mind you!man i think i 16 pages then can read in 2 hours..600+?sorry forget it!give me one yr also not enough!hahas i must wait about 3 yrs for the movie lorrs!hahas..nvm im patient i can wait..hahas..or i can get them to tell me the story hahas anw im not soo gaga over harry potter hahas..hahas i jus finished watching parent trap on disney channel..for the dunno how many miilion times haha i rmb when i small i used to watch it soo many times..hees can rmb some of the lines by heart le hahas..alrites got nothing to write le..kinda gettin out of point so cya!((:

URGH!either the whole world just keeps pissing me off or im the one who's jus pissed off for nothing!i sometimes jus really hate my siblings!!urgh their jus soo URGH! anw i shan't bother bout such pple they will only make my life shorter and me havent more white hair!why should i care! anw..today was pretty okay for me except for LOADS of pple pissing me off again!!aiyah i dun wanna write anymore least make myself more angry and pissed!

boos!hahas..well today was fine..actually no!!oh ya i was so angry and pissed off today lor!!hahas lots of thing..yea and i felt terrible today!haha i used up 10 packets of tissues!haha..cant be help!yea..later had training again..aiyoh i realise always got training one..and i realise time is passing superr fast!hahas 9 more days to tiff's birthday you know.haha..opps i dunno what to say le hahas only posted for fun alrite then cya!((:

heys!(: i change my skin!hahas as you can see..hahas realise been quite a while since i last posted hahas..lazy!=P hahas alrite start from this week but cant really rmb what happens hahas alrite then from today!hees i was kinda late hahas my mother lah!hahas so slow! well at least today in class i was more alert hahas been slping in class lately..and i realise i dun understand a shit!and i realise i always nvr do my hw one!always copy copy copy!man at this rate im gonna do very badly!hahas anw after sch had training..well it was okays..later went dover eat dinner then later i pop by sherlyn's house for a while..hahas devan is still as cute as ever!!hahas then later come back home lor..well nowadays nothing much to do!hahas and i feel time passing faster!i dunno!alrites i gtg do my hw alr..hahas as if..hopefully!cya!((:

haha i realise nowadays im getting lazy and lazier to post haha..have not been posting but nvm you can go see fenny testi's haha..anw if im goin to post the whole wk it's goin to be long!so i think i jus say in a whole..well lotsa training and everything..i had been staying over sherlyn's house since sch closed?haha i havent touch any of my hw!!hees i think im goin to leave everything to last wk then got this feeling of rushness you know?haha k im retarded..anw yea havent beeen doin much this few days...kinda boring..hmm but next wk i got lots of things on..6c class gathering and im goin to bintan!!haha i dunno whether fun anot haha so i guess i wont be posting again haha..anw i went out today..with winner but we went out at about 6 smtg?cos it was kinda last minute decision yea..we were suppose to watch mr and mrs smith but no tics!aiyoh all sold out..haha yea so we didnt watch anything..we walked ard..then later we had dinner at some kind of thai restaurant..rather nice but ex too!!but we didnt pay cos with her parents what yea then later i reached home bout 10+..yea that's about it..haha gtg pack le for chalet and bintan!!haha k then cya!=))

so tired the past few days..haha got training and everything haha..hmm well stayed over at sherlyn's house for the past few days haha quite good also the food she eat so good and ex!marche!actually not that ex but the things she order are superr ex!haha yea then later we go out watch movie..madgascar!haha also she pay haha..haha yupp then got one nite they seow already lor go and plan movie maranthon..by the time we slept was like..5?6? haha i could take it cos i always sleep late but they couldnt!hahahaha..yea we watch parent trap first haha it's like my doin how many hundred time watching it le..haha but it's nice!haha then later we watch new york minute!haha nvr watch before but it's very nice!love it!haha i realised that we have been watching double haha as in like both also it's a twin show haha..yea and the last show we watched was 50 first dates..haha it was okay no as nice as i expected it to be haha but it was funny and sick!haha yea that's bout it..yesterday had class gathering haha quite fun..i ate alot!haha pig!!cannot eat for the next few days le haha..yea then later got alot of extra food cos stupid miss shamsiah told her dun need order so much then she still did so now we got plenty of food then i brought home some..fine actually alot haha..